Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Closure: I'm Ready To Let Go


It's been a year and a half, At last, it's all coming to an end. Overpowered by all these feelings I had to bend. Reshaping them back into the state that they were in. No one apprehends, this is the most I've had to submit. But one thing's for sure, the next time I'll bend, I won't bend till I break.I was his everything, I was his "dream", I was everything, but he didn't see. It took me time to realize it couldn't mean less to him, than it does to me.



They say that true love can only exist through it's own reflection, but now that I know, I prefer to live with the rejection. Calming my discomposure is what I seek, the way coming to the closure that I need. Like a leach I held on as if this love belonged to some sort of wonderful dream, I thought wrong. I thought my only defense was to hate him, but as much as I try, those emotions I can not detest, due to my heart, there is no place for it. There are no regrets what so ever, but I have to come to grips that this love was all full of shit. Well, I just have to forgive and forget. I'm ready to let go, this is it. Glad this has all come to it's end and I get to live once again.




Photo By: admitchell08


17 comments:

Amy said...

Good for you! We have to all move on to better things. I like that picture. "It's time to let go (it will be ok)." It will be ok.:)

Confessionelle said...

It's always hard to move out, but once you do, it really molds and shapes you into a much stronger person.

Tonja +Jere + Kids said...

((HUGS)) he didn't deserve you!

My Life and Your Not In It said...

Girl, I'm a glad you have that closure. It's about time. It took time, but at least it all came to an end. It's hard, but with family and friends that can support you on the way, it's easier. Anyway, he wasn't for you. You were out of his league anyway. :) Glad my old Cheila is back. YAY!!


PS. I can't wait what will be you Halloween costumes will be this year. :)

RdGarnet said...

I'm glad I got over it thought. A year and a half of this BS, God so glad I'm found closure.

Thanks everyone for the support. :)

PS. M, you just wait and see. I'll be wearing it to work tomorrow 8-)

Aeish said...

Good luck for the future..A lot awaits you i'm sure and i hope it'll better than the past :)

RdGarnet said...

Thanks :)

heavealie said...

"Glad this has all come to it's end and I get to live once again.at last I'm free"
ohh wanted it to complete by symbolizing you as a bird!!really liked the way you molded the two paras into poetic form.flowed really well with your life story!!how a human can find solace in his words is just incredible!!yes my friend you are ready to let go and move on!!well written and keep writing!!you know what this could have turned out to be a poem too!!keep writing!!

Skeeby said...

I know its been 6months since we spoke. I'm sorry babe. I see you still have your lovely poems skills. I miss them. I get out next month. Hope to see you then. Luttdid. Ttyl love ya!

Anonymous said...

This is very touching. Glad to hear you're done with him and finally moving on.

RdGarnet said...

@ skeeby: Do I know you? You sound familiar...I know/knew some's pet with the name of you post comment.

@ Anonymous:
Thanks :)

Skeeby said...

:)

RdGarnet said...

@Skeeby,

So are you gonna tell me? If not, I'm glad you're a fan of my writing. :-)

My Life and Your Not In It said...

Hey RD,

Who's that Skeeby guy? He sounds familiar. It can't be who I think it is....... ill find out.

Skeeby said...

Buahahah! You want a hint?

BooogieMan8828 said...

Bahahaha!! Nice post but like I said. Just let the man talk. That's it. You should hear his side of the story.

BooogieMan8828 said...

Common, aren't you just gonna give him a last chance? Did you see me last night? I saw you, but guess you didn't recognized me. Bahahaha!