Showing posts with label Desire/Love/Sex. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Desire/Love/Sex. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

My Immortal


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You are the archangel from my nightmares, the beast from my dreams. Pursuing me everywhere, you are besieging me it seems. I observe your shadow in the mirror, you are usurping over me. I cannot do anything to cease it, I just want to scream. Just want to holler and shout this fluid bubbling in my veins. Tauntingly you murmur, I hear you ululate my name. The darkness is conquering me, It's approaching from deep within. You are my inner incubus bursting out through veniality. Cannot take the feverish inside. The recollections, the gloominess that keeps coming back when you pass by; I recognize I cannot disguise. The demons are following me, don't want my past to mimic. Am I intended to live? or am I meant to forfeit this beat? The ache will not leave, the tears are dropping like rain. Is the closure I've been looking for not what I've retrain? Why will you not leave? You have another lover. What? Isn't she the fulfillment of your life's routine like you wanted it to be? I won't got through this, I already learned my lesson. I feel bad for her. She's not witty. She's been trapped in your bewitchment, oh how I feel the pity. "There's more than meets the eye" I've heard people say, but in you the only thing I see is nothing that is worth me losing nor to gain. Now it's all about me, stop doing for others. Yes, I might sound selfish, but hey, I have to continued what you interrupted. Go ahead with you mistress, just leave me alone. I know better than not to mess with you, stop tormenting me, just go!


Saturday, November 7, 2009

Obscure Motives





In the dimness of darkness I stay wavering; observing others deliver you exaltation, flattery and offer you their servility.
While I pondering on how I can become more fearless and less timid, I decide to remain with my existence hidden.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Closure: I'm Ready To Let Go


It's been a year and a half, At last, it's all coming to an end. Overpowered by all these feelings I had to bend. Reshaping them back into the state that they were in. No one apprehends, this is the most I've had to submit. But one thing's for sure, the next time I'll bend, I won't bend till I break.I was his everything, I was his "dream", I was everything, but he didn't see. It took me time to realize it couldn't mean less to him, than it does to me.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Rambling Of Burning Desire

Don't know why I'm feeling like this, but I gotta come to grips, that this feeling is making me sick. Looking at me, I could only guess what I'm thinking. These feelings are aroused and the night is waiting, hoping you'll realize before it starts fading.

The adventure starts while we kiss. The tingly spark makes my toes cringe. My beat is like the wind in overdrive. This feeling is causing me to loose my mind.



The desire, drink up your body, Cinnamon and fire. Oh the desire, feel the moment, the passion, the power.


Calm down, everything has it's time, don't want to push my self, take it one step at a time.

Don't run too fast or the sweet becomes bitter, keep sailing.
Wait for this trip which could be yours and mine, but don't wait to long, here comes the cry when you don't get to see the moment our finger intertwine.

Photo Courtesy of: Михал Орела_8059